The skies are crying coz I’m happy

It's been raining for a couple of days now which means we've already been so patient waiting for our clothes to dry up. It also spells out that we've been enduring the heavy flow of traffic for a couple of days now. I wonder why the traffic jams whenever it rains, this fact happens even in the Philippines. In spite of this, no one hates the rain in this country. Everyone enjoys it, everyone loves it. It's a blessing which can be considered a miracle in this place, for it seldom rains here.

This frequent drizzle is somewhat similar with the season last year except for this brain-freezing air that makes your teeth chill and your whole body tremble. It's a lot colder now than before which makes me really enjoy this season. I know sooner or later this will all be gone and the temperature would again be as hot as if you are being fried alive. You could just imagine how hot the hell is, though this place I think is colder than that.

I've already told a lot of sentences in those first two paragraphs but I just can't make a better intro to what I really want to tell you, guys. It's just that the drizzle reminds of something which I know I remember but I can't feel anymore. I could still recall I wrote a blog about that rainy afternoon, when I was walking on the street, seeing small oceans on the road, carrying with me an umbrella to protect me from getting wet. My mind was full of all sorts of confusion that time, and if not only for the reason that I'm on my way to the office, I would throw away my umbrella and let the rain wash away my sorrow.

It's vivid in my mind, yet the sorrow is gone and I don't want it to find its way to my heart again. I feel a lot different right now, it's like I'm totally renewed. Nobody would want to feel the way I felt before but I'm glad I made it, with His help. I survived, I'm still here sharing you all my nonsense away.

I'm not good with words and I'm not so open when I open up. But let me tell you something I learned with all those pains I've gone through. At times, things seem unbearable in our life like we feel that death would be a great benefit and that living is such a heavy burden. But God knows a lot better, in fact, He is the only One who knows the best. He sees a lot farther and lot wider than we do. So, just live, live on. Sooner or later you'll see, He prepared a great surprise for you on the far end. You would then be thankful for your struggles and your past bitterness would all be a sweet memory, sweeter than any honey you've ever tasted.